Me.

‘ They say to always be yourself. But nobody likes me the way I am.’

Guilt

Hey.

Once in a lifetime, we will definitely face ‘guilt’. No matter how bad we don’t want to, we have to.

As for me, it happened when I visited my dad’s workplace. No, I’m not a rich kid with a fancy house or fancy car. I would say my family is in between the rich and poor. But back to my dad’s workplace. I was there to deliver some essentials like toothbrush and phone charger since he was working the night shift. He also got news that he wouldn’t be home the next morning because he had to cover a shift for a fellow colleague. So imagine him working for 24 hours without sleep. Also, his job require him to stay alert and focused at all times.

So that is when my guilt kicked in. Cos’ before he went to work that night, I actually got into an argument with him. Although I knew he was angry, he calmed down and went off to work. But looking at what he does to support my family got me thinking.

What have I done for this family? How can I raise my voice at them now knowing that they suffer so much for this family?

I swear the guilt struck me bad. I guess we just can’t take things for granted. Also, there is always a bigger picture out there for us to see.

Bye.

Oh, and some things are just best kept a secret.

The best combo.

Taeyang singing to the King of Pop, Michael Jackson. *~* MELTS.