Two Days Out

Hey ya!

So yesterday, 19th February 2010, was my first (and last) paper. I’m glad everyone is overjoyed that the paper was do-able. Same for me. I really appreciate Ms. Agnes for giving us the hints and all. So moving on.

Exam is over, which also means, the break is finally here! To kick things off, watched Valentine’s Day with Lapidah and Rach. Thoughts about the movie? Hmm. All I can say is, it didn’t turn out the way I thought it would be which is a good thing. Oh, it’s more of comedy than romance. So (Y).

Drank too much coke at the cinema. Big mistake. Dinner at The Manhattan. Umm. Was hungry but the coke ah, change my stomach. So burped a lot. Unseen of course.

Went back home to see dad awake. Chat a little bit and went to bed.

The next day which is today, 20th February 2010, watched Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief with my mum. I like it. My mum got scares here and there but there was a hint of comedy which my mum enjoyed. My thoughts about this movie is I like the lead guy. The effects were nice. And it’s not boring (FULL-STOP)

Let me share with you what was in my oversized bag when I was at the cinema. In case you were wondering. Heh. I know you don’t want to know but whatever.
1. Wallet
2. Two Phones
3. iPod
4. Umbrella
5. A carton of Milo
6. A can of soursop drink
7. Two small boxes of cereal
8. Kit Kats
9. Another pack of chocolates
10. Some product my mum bought at Guardian

I should have bought my backpack if I knew this would happen. Well, since it was mum’s day, decided to just carry the load.

So even after drinking about half a carton of Milo, we lunched at Banquet. Packed some food for dad. Then went to get a bus home. Or so I thought. Nearing our place, I woke my mum up and she asked where does the bus journey ends and I said Boon Lay. Casually, she responded, ‘Why not go there? Besides the bus looks so nice and is very comfy?’ Of course I said yes. Like I said earlier, it was her day.

We reached and bought more food. Mum wanted to buy more stuff at Banquet for dad.. again. So okay. But what I cannot tahan was that she wanted us to sit and eat again. -.- I was like ‘NO Mummy’. Haha. In the end she just packed it home. Well, at least she didn’t consume two meals one after the other. Phew.

Walked around some more, bought other stuffs, and headed back to my (I’ve always wanted to try including this in my blog posts)

CRIB.

Okay lah. I gotta go.
BYE.

(P.S. I don’t know what’s wrong with you cos’ I know it’s not me. You don’t talk to me but all of a sudden you are?! Obviously because of him. I may be mean or cold towards you but at least I’m not a liar or a hypocrite.)

Two months

Hello.

Everyone is talking about ending the school term now. So I will too. In less than 24 hours will be my first and last paper. After which, I am proud to say I am done with Year 1. How do I feel? It’s kind of a mixture of glad and somehow indifferent. Glad because I have survived my very first year in Ngee Ann but indifferent cos’ I don’t see the point of being overly excited since I still have two more years. But on the positive note, I have like 2 months break till Year 2 life begins. So the next question is, what will I be doing during the break?

I won’t be working. (Sidetrack)

It’s nice to see familiar faces who are working now. Nice but awkward. Well, the difference is they have a longer break to work till school starts in their respective poly. (Let us get back on track)

So most likely during the break, I would be sitting at home. Maybe have a Harry Potter marathon. I guess during the 2 months break there are nice movies out.

Soon, I will be watching ‘Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief’. Maybe Saturday. (Y)

‘Alice in Wonderland’ looks awesome. Just knowing Johnny Depp is in it makes it even more exciting. Gotta watch that.
While trailer-hopping, I came across ‘Remember Me’. It stars Robert Pattinson. To me, in that movie, he is still a vampire. I don’t know but the thought is there. Well, at least in the movie he goes out into the sunlight without being all shiny. It would be creepy if he did.
Then came across ‘Rec 2’. Woah, it was a creepy trailer. My thoughts about it: Gore. And biting here and there. Blood. Zombies. Did I say blood? Yeah, blood. Should watch it on an empty stomach. Wouldn’t want to waste food by eating and vomitting it out again. No thank you.
A movie title ‘The Men Who Stare at Goats’ was obviously strange hence  I decided to click on it. Not bad I guess. Looking at the trailer, it looks fine.
Another movie that is coming out is ‘Diary of a Wimpy Kid’. Oh, and ‘Kick-Ass’. Looks nice but not THAT interesting.

But right! The movie that I MUST watch this year is ‘The Last Airbender’. Watching the cartoon on Nickelodeon for years and now it’s on the big screen. 22nd July is the date it’s released. A MUST WATCH PEOPLE.

I guess that’s what I would do for my break. And the usual. Lepak with people and kakis for sure.
Now, gotta revise a little more before turning in. Cos’ there is never enough studying until the end of the exams.

So bye!

something’s wrong… with me

Hey.

I don’t like to talk about certain things regarding my blog posts, and this is an example. Don’t talk to me about this blog entry. I mean it. I have this up to let you know only. Okay.

It’s been months. I think it’s already been half a year in fact. This duration is too bloody long. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My mum’s worried about me. She thinks I don’t know she worries, but it is kinda obvious. For my dad, he nags at me. Not everyday but at times when umm.. he feels like it. I know that it is for my own good and that is his way to show his concern. My bro is another one. Every week he comes back home from the army, he will ask me or my parents. Seeing that there is no progress in me, he keep asking my mum to bring me to the doctor. This happens every week. It’s not that my mum don’t wish to bring me there, it’s just that the doctor keeps pushing my problem aside thinking it is only temporary. But no it is not. It has been half a year. And what? If I go again, they will say I’m fine. I’m bloody not fine. If I was fine, I wouldn’t even bother to create such a big hu-ha out of this. But it is a big hu-ha. I don’t know how to fix me nor do my family. And stupid doctors won’t even give me meds. Idiot. Maybe mum will decide to pay the doctor a visit on Saturday or something. All I know is I don’t think it will help. I’m not being pessimistic, it’s just because it has been far too long.

This has been bugging me for half a year. I can’t help but think about it.

Sometimes, I do wonder if it is some sort of umm.. sign?

So let me sidetrack.

Death.

Have you ever thought about it? No, I’m not emo. Emo people walk around with their head down, wrists slit, thick mascara, entirely black outfit, cry out suddenly, isolate themselves and so much more that you will know but I don’t. Heh. So yeah, I’m not but don’t you wonder? Like when you’re in bed and you can’t sleep, suddenly this topic appears in your head. Cos’ it happened before and I was honestly upset. You wonder all sorts of things like what would happen if someone dearest to you left or the other way around. Who would cry for you when you’re gone or would you cry if others were gone. Ini semua ketentuan Tuhan. But I don’t think I’ll be able to handle death matters well. Although I know it is the cycle of life.

Again, don’t scare yourself by thinking “Hamidah emo?’. Cos’ the answer is a no. You want to say I’m emo, go ahead but you know it’s not true. Don’t deceive yourself man.

So that is all for now.

Bye.